Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Saying goodnight with this blurry ass pic. But I love it because you can still see how big my smile is. She’s the reason. She’s my everything. It tough, really touch. I mean this is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do for the longest. Almost a yr and 5 months. But we still manage somehow. We just want to be together. We won’t be accepted and ppl do whatever it takes to keep us apart. And we still make it, after all this time. I love her more than anything. And I know that I want to marry her, it’ll be my one and only marriage. She is my one and only. I wouldn’t change it for anything else. I wouldn’t do it for anyone else. I wouldn’t fight this much. But when you find the one, you know. I’ve always known. And I’ll always love her. Regardless of anything. The world isn’t so bad with her. And I miss her. Everyday is a challenge, just to make it through. Especially when we can’t email. I miss being able to fall asleep on the phone with her but it’s too risky to call now. We haven’t skyped since December and I got to see you today but ohmygahd do I miss you? Every second of the day. Always. I’m always thinking of you. Afraid to make plans in hopes that just maybe I get a call to drop everything that I’m doing so that I can meet you somewhere and see you. Give you the kisses I’ve been day dreaming about. Felling your touch that I’ve been in need of. I love you for all that you are, all that you have been and for what you have yet to be. Baby, I’m going to marry you. I know it. My cutie patootieee, ditto

Saying goodnight with this blurry ass pic. But I love it because you can still see how big my smile is. She’s the reason. She’s my everything. It tough, really touch. I mean this is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do for the longest. Almost a yr and 5 months. But we still manage somehow. We just want to be together. We won’t be accepted and ppl do whatever it takes to keep us apart. And we still make it, after all this time. I love her more than anything. And I know that I want to marry her, it’ll be my one and only marriage. She is my one and only. I wouldn’t change it for anything else. I wouldn’t do it for anyone else. I wouldn’t fight this much. But when you find the one, you know. I’ve always known. And I’ll always love her. Regardless of anything. The world isn’t so bad with her. And I miss her. Everyday is a challenge, just to make it through. Especially when we can’t email. I miss being able to fall asleep on the phone with her but it’s too risky to call now. We haven’t skyped since December and I got to see you today but ohmygahd do I miss you? Every second of the day. Always. I’m always thinking of you. Afraid to make plans in hopes that just maybe I get a call to drop everything that I’m doing so that I can meet you somewhere and see you. Give you the kisses I’ve been day dreaming about. Felling your touch that I’ve been in need of. I love you for all that you are, all that you have been and for what you have yet to be. Baby, I’m going to marry you. I know it. My cutie patootieee, ditto

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